Some of US Are / sat 3 sep 08 2106

When youre not welcome and your mum hates you, youre hated and you don't have the Family.
And this is one of the things that i lately had to feel and i realized this and i'm very content i came to know it and accept it.
When your mum is ready to throw what comes at first hand directly into your face and your Dad threatens you with the biggest butcher knife there is at home, squeezing it against your throat, you can say and be sure, that somewhere in the mind of someone, there's a long story, with a history of self pity and hate that will stay there forever till you die!

When youre playing different games at once, you just don't know where to go ..

Some can go Home
Some may find the safe place
Some may hide in their own mind and create their survive
Some try the same but they fuck up
For some it's difficult to be false and so control reality
Some escape in drugs
Some in a relation ship
Some in sex
Some in something healthy or the opposite
Some die or at least try suicide
Some of us dream all day long
Some of us become someone else
Some of us feel better off than to be ordered the life
Some of us try to start a new beginning
Some try to teach or preach life itself
Some decided love, pain and freedom is the answer
Some sell their soul to Satan
Some try to sleep all day long
Some get out of existence and change culture for life
Some of us read, write, make and play music all the time
Some of us stalk something hope fully ( it never ends ) nice
Some of us get a boost and go borderline and come back the same.
Some go to prison for life
Some find it very easy to die but others find it really tough
Some get labelled crazy and keep thinking and then start acting so as well
Some of us draw it
Some of us go far away with a craving, and u dont see them for long
Some of us young start loosing their older ones
Some of us understand they were left alone and that it wasnt their choice in the end.
Some of us try to live in a film
Some of us try to make it a game
A lot think and a lot drink, Some get rich or might just binge
the list goes on and on and on